Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Let Me Go

I suddenly thought about CT since her birthday is next month plus her confession a few months back. I've kept saying the same thing over and over but she insists that her feelings remain the same...sigh. With that I express my feelings through this song and hopefully she reads this post....



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One more kiss could be the best thing
Or one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And your not something I deserve

CHORUS
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
And I know what I'm going through

CHORUS

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know, I know
But all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows, who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go

(you don't know)
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
(you don't know)
You love me but you don't know who I am

(you don't know)
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
(you don't know)
You love me but you don't know me
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Short Not001

Two days of photo shoot and today I am off the schedule……yippee! (hehe…sorry bro) and yet I’ll be on standby for tomorrow and Friday (erghh!).

Sweet DeeDee has left the building (resigned-ler) and her last words to me was “Thanks for everything, especially when it really mattered ;)”……uhuk uhuk me so sad….

Well actually is an email with some other few words that was sent to friends and close colleagues in my company.

Hahaha…me so perasan….by the way Suhaila and Nabilla look gorgeous yesterday….adoi!

Monday, January 14, 2008

Game On

I have been playing World of Warcraft (WoW) since late December last year and honestly it is still a great past time for me to spend at home.

Been creating numerous characters ranging from different races and classes finally ends up with two committed characters. One is a Night Elf Hunter and the other a Blood Elf Paladin with both on the same server but different faction.

After levelling my Hunter for quite sometime I notice that being such character does have its ups and downs. Hunters being famous for its long range attacks and strong pet companions are excellent at grinding areas alone however it can be lonely at certain times. Any hunting groups or raiding parties considers a hunter to be their last option in any situation. With such environment, playing a Mass Multiplayer Online Role Playing Game (MMORPG) can be boring without any interaction with other players. Don’t get me wrong, is not that I don’t communicate but there is a difference when saying “hi, how are you” to friend and saying “I’ll lure them up and you support me with everything you got!” to your team-mate.

Froze my Hunter character and start anew with a Paladin which I knew will get numerous invitations and I wasn’t wrong at all. I was able to level up my Paladin faster than my Hunter thanks to quest co-op and dungeon raids.

Last night my team consists of a Mage, a Priest, a Rogue and a Paladin like myself stormed Shadowfang Keep which its inhabitants are giant wolves, werewolves, banshees and restless souls. Everything went well at first with two tankers (me and the other Paladin), a range damage dealer (Mage), a range healer (Priest) and a stealth scout (Rogue) however not all is perfect.

Our Rogue kept ‘aggroing’ the enemies to the team’s area and somehow it irritates us all. If only we were able to communicate via headset, I’ll be shouting “Oii!, don’t be a hero and march in alone, I know you got stealth skills f*&^$%r”. To end our frustration, we communicate to each other in whisper mode and let the Rogue go forward and die alone. True enough, he went in alone while all of us ran far far away from him and he died. All of us laugh and he left the team quietly (disconnect from server). If you would like to know how a WoW character laugh, just type /laugh (in the game) and you will hear a sarcastic laughter that goes with the characters face and body expression.

At the end of the raid, we met Archmage Arugal and he was a tough bugger to be dealt with especially with his arcane spells and teleportation. The fight was brutally hard but thankfully we have a Mage and a Priest that knows how to handle dire situations since their armour being the most weakest. With Arugal’s death, we cheered and greet each other farewell hoping there would be another co-op in the near future.

If only my lil brother knew why I was laughing in front of the laptop…hahaha..



~My current Paladin profile : D~